Beware of the people you trust. Sometimes they are the one who will unexpectedly betray you and cunningly steal your dreams..

am i cursed?

Am I cursed? oh, my! I feel so numb! I want to be numb.. so it won't hurt..

Kim says " If you love someone you say it, you say it right then, out loud..otherwise the moment just passes you by.."

-Michael "My Best Friend's Wedding"

I am Preston Burke, a widely renowned cardiothoracic surgeon. I am a professional. And more than that I am a good and kind person. I am a person that cleans up behind myself. I am a person that cooks well. And you, you are an unbelievable slob. A slovenly, angry intern. I am Preston Burke. And you, you are the most competitive, most guarded, most stubborn, most challenging person I have ever met. And I love you. What the hell is the matter with you that you won’t just let me?
--Isaiah Washington as Dr. Preston Burke talking to Dr. Cristina Yang

Grey's Anatomy

(oh... sweet!! hehe..)

Real Thing by Kalapana

Here comes the night

Once againI'll be feeling lonely

Oh, if only things could work out like you plan

Where can love be

Tell me why it's so hard to find somebody

Who will stand by me

And take the time to understand

And show me love again

I want the real thing

Or nothing at all

I need someone that I can be sure will catch me

If I should fall

Someone who'll be there when I call

Then I'll know that it's the real thing

I want the real thing

To warm me each night

Someone to love me over and over

Making the future bright

Someone who'll be there when I call

Just give me the real thing

Where is the moon?

Wont it smile

On just one more dreamer

Let your beams come down

And fill my empty room

Here comes the night

But if there's still a chance

That love can find me

I'll be here

Crossing my fingers

I want to know for sure

That I can feel secure

Knowing I've found an everlasting love

And once I get that under control

Then I won't let go

Patti Austin - If I Believe
If I believed in paradiseI'd swear I must be there

I'd swear I must be there right now with you

If I believed in miracles

I'd know that one was happening to me

But if I don't believe in paradise

Then miracles aren't real

Then someone tell me what is this I feel

I wanna believe it's love this time

I wanna believe my heart's not telling me a lie

But with you I can't deny

If I believed in paradise

I'd swear I'm there

If I believed in magic spells

It all would be so clear

'Cause magic spells must have brought you here

If I could see the future

I'd see if you and I were meant to be

But I dont know any magic

And tomorrow's just a dream

But something in this fantasy is real

I wanna believe it's love this time

I wanna believe my heart's not telling me a lie

I wanna believe it's love this time

I wanna believe my heart's not telling me a lie

But with you I cant deny

If I believed in paradise

I'd swear I'm there

I'm there I'm there If I believed.

qoute..

I can't be the one always taking the steps. Anymore steps and Im walking away.
--Isaiah Washington as Dr. Preston Burke
Grey's Anatomy

confused! surreal...

talking about something..

Its wise not to choose people/things who chooses to be out of your reach. emotions and time are too expensive to spend for something/someone not worthwhile..