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This is my world. Different from other people but sure, its wonderful and full of life. Yeah, right! I am different from other people and I want to stay that way. Afterall, I am here to make a difference in this world and not to please people to like me. Just remember, people will notice WHAT I do but only God knows WHY I do things..all motives are known only by Him. :)

Thursday, April 26, 2007

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Untitled (Nov20)
it's been awhile since i last visit my page. been busy for a quite awhile. i guess it'll stay this way unless i do something to change it. only if i have the power to change things, for sure i'll change it for the better and make the phrase "make the world a better place to live in" possible and real. anyways, hmmm.. let me say, life has many suprises. quite confusing yet interesting. it's a kind of a game wherein, i may say, quite got familiar with. it has alot of rules, but first you've got to set your priorities straigh tand make a plan so you may not get lost in the process. and also, you've got to be very open-minded, strong physically but its more important the to be strong inside, let me say faith (in God and yourself). itsa matter of how you handle things that coming into your life. elder says ' God won't give you trials you cant handle". Indeed. Just that. Put your trust to the One whose bigger, wiser and sufficient than you. Then, if you got blessings from Him, dont and never hesitate to share it with others. The greatest way of living is by sharing. I dont know but there's a somekind of happiness or fulfillment whenever i share something or help someone more needy than me. i'm not talking about sharing my finances, coz i just have enough. its not all that. sometimes you can simply share your time, resources and wisdom ( if i do have one, i will). anyways, am i geting anywhere? hehehe.. actually, i'm sleepy but i cant sleep. i'm kinda feeling sick but i'm not. maybe it has something to do with the weather. oh, by the way, christmas is fast approching. what a fast year?! dont yah forget my gift and greetings! hmmm.. life! i should enjoy it while i'm still young. at present, i dont have any power to control things over or change them but for sure i wont let any one to get in the way of my dreams. i will live my life in the way i want. i'm not a conformist so better back off if you have the intention to ask me why i view things differently and why am i different. i am different and i love being this way. someday, somehow things will change and i'll be a totally different person as i am now but somethings remain the same. and all those principles i hold dear, those beliefs would stay the same. sometimes, changes just happened in the outside, all facade. but my insides.... it will always be the same. i wont let myself be influenced by anything and anyone. i will always be the same person i am. i might change a little in the outside but never in the inside. might be change for the better. well its just my own opinion. i dont ask for any approval. its just my own. journey of a person was made alone. you came in this world alone and you will leave this world alone. so why need anybody's approval. just follow the Lord's law and everythings will be great. :)
(11-20-2005 at 01:02 AM)
There's always one great love..
"....there's always one great love in your life that you cannot get over with, someone you cannot forget but it doesnt mean that you are meant to be....move on. life is so short. somewhere, somehow, someone gonna love you the same way you have love him/her. lose grip. move on. if its meant to be, he/she'll be back... move forward. time is running, things changes. dont get stuck up. there's alot of things in life you have to enjoy...be happy, enjoy life. dont waste your life in worrying. time will reveal everything. there's an appropriate time for everything but for now live at the moment. life is right here, right now. dont waste single moment of it. get real! be real! face the reality and dont pretend..
(dated 08-27-2005 at 10:29 PM)

Belle Unwell
hmm...just wanna rest for a quite a while. maybe just a moment. just give me enough time to slow down and rest so i can enjoy the simplicity of this life. i just wanna taste, feel, experience and enjoy the simple things in life that matters most. maybe im just unwell but i know what i want in life but why it seems that what you want is not always what you have? i love my life and i dont want to just waste it for any other reason or person. i wont let myself be imprisoned by materialism, temporal things and domineering people. mind your own business, losers! but now....life is just like this...i'll go on... with no strings attached.. i will be free.. free as a bird! tara! lets go climbing... climbing buds when will be our next climb? LOL!!!whahaha...
(dated 08-21-2005 at 07:16 AM)
Just Sharing
"We dont exist only for ourselves, our purpose is not simply to look good or to make money or to have a certain position - It has to be something more. If you dont live according to your purpose, your life is going to be miserable.""There's more to life than to earn alot of money. You still have your family, friends, faith and most especially yourself to take care of. You have to spend some quality time to them while you'r still living because life without them doesnt really sounds like life. What's the use of your money if you're going to lose all your love ones, your faith, your health and your sense of identity in the process? Think about it."
(08-14-2005 at 12:21 AM)

Published at my Friendster Blog Account:This who and what I am. Take it or leave it!

Anyone has to say?
hahaha.. kala nyo i cant do it ha! sabi ko sa inyo e dont dare me eh. ako pa?! dont underestimate the power of one courageous man (and/or woman. o, baka magka -issue ako ha. girl po ako! kahit baliktarin ang mundo girl ako! trip ko lang po some guy's stuffs, pero girl po ako.ok? am i making myself clear huh? ;p) anyways, sa wakas i'm free again!!! yahoooo!!!! hahahaha.... ibon man may layang lumipad.... hehehe.. joke!!
la lang, i'm just happy! masaya ako! sometimes its worthwhile to take a risk.
there's nothing wrong to think about yourself sometimes. hindi laging ibang tao. i've learned my lessons well. there's nothing wrong to seek comfort and happiness di ba? so why deny yourself of it? ako, basta enjoy na lang! i'm too careful and other-centered dati kaso sometimes hindi pala maganda un kase other people tend to be abusive. malas lang nila kase hindi ako martyr. muka lang akong fragile at anghel (haha..) pero hindi! hindi!!! ako ay isang rebelde! joke! baka bigla akong hulihin ng kapatid ko!!hahaha.. i just know how to fight for my rights, for myself and to get what i really deserve. lokohin nyo other people not me! sabi ko nga, iba takbo ng utak ko. praning ako e. i think alot. so never play trick on me. never make foolish excuses coz i can find my way out sooner than you think! la lang.. bato-bato sa langit, ang tamaan ay wag magalit!!! bwahahaha... sarap tumawa!promise!! hehehe... ;p
lets just celebrate life!!! kung gusto ng ibang tao magpaka-slave then let them, but please dont include me. its not my choice, its yours!! ako, i always have a choice and i go for the one that matters most in life... :)
gusto kong maging masaya e!! kanya kanya naman yang opinion e.
i want a life thats mine!!!!( cant you see, every step i make is to bring myself closer to you? - memoirs of geisha. bwahahaha...)
cguro ngayon i'll get to enjoy my life again. sana! hopefully! kase if not, i'll have to fight for it all over again until i finally have it again. right?
hayy.. i miss myself! sana i can be myself and be as carefree as i can be.. just like before...hehe..
tara! lets laugh together!! bwahahaha...
life is so beautiful!! God is so ...everything! so wise, so good!!! thank you thank you!!!
(03-21-2006 at 06:51 AM)
Farewell to the year that was
some may say 2005 was the best year for them, others would bursts it was the worst. whatever it was its time for us to say goodbye and welcome year 2006 with gladness in our hearts that coupled with the hope that this new year things will be better, we'll be happier and healthier. wishes, hopes prayers are in the hearts and minds of every mankind. only if i have the power to make all things beautiful and great, i wont think twice to make it. but those things are better left in God's hands. So, as for me, 2005 was just another year that come along and leave without a better trace. but i guess .. with all these life's uncertainties, frustrations, twists and turns, all i wanna have right now is a simple but happy life wherein i may able to enjoy all aspects of it and live out one's mission in life... just wanna have a simplier life. maybe i just got tired of all the chasing, the deadlines, the comparisons, the ratrace, the late nights, the tired body and mind, the proud eyebugs, the passing of time, the plans that never got executed, the sleep that never gone completed, the routines that i got used to but makes no sense in life, and those stuffs that looked like so important but later on would turned up just a trash! maybe i'm just tired of these things thats why i'm saying all this stuffs or maybe i really want to have the big change in my life. whatever the reason i may find, all i can say is "i just want a life! a life that i can enjoy the simple but wonderful things in life. what will be the use of my money if i'm going to lose my family, friends, self, God, youthfulness and happiness in life in the process? i just want to balance things out. i want a simple life. i need no complications. just want to be free from all those trash. may God help me to obtain my desire for a better, simplier and happy life." You may call me a quiter or any name you want to but you cannot change what I believe in. Maybe later in life you may able to realize what I'm trying to say. It's just that I realize it earlier in life, earlier coz I begun my soul searching earlier. What is important is invisible to the eye, quite familiar? Anyways, we all have our own beliefs and opinions. Its all up to you what you consider important in life. So, you want to continue the ratrace? go on...just count me out! I'll make 2006 a year for much better life, a life thats worth living and never again waste each moment of it. I wish!!!! Happy New Year, fellas!!!!
(12-30-2005 at 08:34 AM)

nature and vastness!

nature and vastness!

you can fill in the space..

you can fill in the space..

Jesus' hug.. :)

Jesus' hug.. :)
..feel His hug and you'll be safe and happy...:)

unsure things

unsure things

wanna be great? ;)

wanna be great? ;)

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nice background

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self photo :)

The Proteus in me..

PROTEUS
In Greek mythology, Proteus is an early sea-god, one of several deities whom Homer calls the "Old Man of the Sea"[1], whose name suggests the "first", as protogonos is the "primordial" or the "firstborn". He became the son of Poseidon in the Olympian theogony (Odyssey iv. 432), or of Nereus and Doris, or of Oceanus and a Naiad, and was made the herdsman of Poseidon's seals, the great bull seal at the center of the harem. He can foretell the future, but, in a mytheme familiar from several cultures, will change his shape to avoid having to; he will answer only to someone who is capable of capturing him. From this feature of Proteus comes the adjective protean, with the general meaning of "versatile", "mutable", "capable of assuming many forms": "Protean" has positive connotations of flexibility, versatility and adaptability.