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This is my world. Different from other people but sure, its wonderful and full of life. Yeah, right! I am different from other people and I want to stay that way. Afterall, I am here to make a difference in this world and not to please people to like me. Just remember, people will notice WHAT I do but only God knows WHY I do things..all motives are known only by Him. :)

Friday, March 30, 2007

DON'T QUIT!

Don't Quit
When things go wrong as they sometimes will
When the road you trudging seem all uphill
When the funds are low and the debts are high
And when you want to smile but you have to sigh.
When care is pressing you down a bit
Rest if you must but dont you quit.
Life is a queer with its twists and turns
As everyone of us sometimes learn.
And many a failures turns about
When he might have won had he stuck it out.
Dont give up though the pace seems slow,
You might succeed with another blow.
Often the goal is nearer than
It seems to a faint and a faltering man.
Often the struggle is given up
When he might have captured the victor's cup
And he learned too laste when the night slipped down
How close he was to the golden crown.
Success is failure turns inside out
The silver tint of the clouds of doubts.
You never can tell how close you are.
It may be near when it seems afar.
So stick to the fight with your hardest hit.
When things seems worst, YOU MUSTN'T QUIT!!!

Thursday, March 29, 2007

Quotes to share

QUOTES TO SHARE (and maybe to live for)


If you want to achieve your dreams, don’t just daydream or talk them. You’ve got to get out there and fail. Fail early, fail often but always fail forward. Turn your mistakes into stepping stones for success.

You risk because you want something of value you want to achieve. If at first you do succeed, try something harder. While one person hesitates because he feels inferior, the other is busy making mistakes and becoming superior.

Not realizing what you want is a problem of knowledge. Not pursuing what you want is a problem of motivation, not achieving what you want is a problem of persistence.

The only person who can help you is yourself. Treat yourself well, do things that makes you happy.

If you find yourself in the difficult spot, remember you are there by God’s appointment, in His keeping, under His training and for His time.

When you are in a difficult place realized that the Lord placed you there or allowed you to be there for reasons perhaps known for now only to Himself. The same God led you in will lead you out.

Impossible is just a big word thrown by the small men who find it easier to live in the world they are given than have the power to change it. Impossible is not a fact. Impossible is an option. Impossible is an opinion. Impossible is a statement. Impossible is a declaration. Impossible is temporary.

No matter how many times you fail, it doesn’t have to make you a failure.

I’m not a failure. I just failed at doing something. There’s a big difference!


Whatever you know you should do, do it!

Any man worth his salt will stick up for what he believes right, but it takes a slightly bigger man to acknowledge instantly and without hesitation that he is in error.

If you know who you are, make the changes you must in order to learn and grow, and then give everything you got to your dreams. You can achieve anything your heart desires. Be concern with what you can give rather than what you can get because giving truly is the highest level of living.

The only way you can get ahead is to fail early, fail often and fail forward. To achieve your dreams, you must embrace adversity and make failure a regular part of your life. If you’re not failing you’re probably not really moving forward!

Remember your successes not your failures.

Sometimes there’s no next time, no time outs, no second chances. Sometimes it’s now or never.

The only thing you live to regret are the risks you didn’t take. Failure is simply a price to pay to achieve success.

The suffering that comes from our error is created to deflect us back to the correct path.

Figure out what you love to do. What God give you a heart to do and do it for His glory.

A life spent in making mistakes is not only more honorable but more useful than life spent doing nothing.

People who don’t give up keep trying because they don’t base their self-worth on their performance.
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DESIDERATA

Go placidly amidst the noise and haste and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible without surrender be in good terms with all persons, speak your truth quietly and clearly and listen to others even the dull and ignorant. They too have their stories to tell.

Avoid loud and aggressive person; they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself to others you may become vain and bitter for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.

Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble, it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is. Many persons strive for high ideals and everywhere life is full of heroism.

Be yourself, especially do not feign affection, neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is perennial as the grass. Take kindly the counsel of years, gracefully surrendering the things of the youth. Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in a sudden misfortune. But do not distress yourself with imaginings. Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness.

Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars; you have the right to be here and whether or not it is clear to you; no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should. Therefore be at peace with God, whatever you conceive Him to be and whatever your labors and aspirations in the noisy confusion of life. Keep peace with your soul, with all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams. IT IS STILL A BEAUTIFUL WORLD. BE CHEERFUL. STRIVE TO BE HAPPY!!!!

If I am / On My Own / Yesterday / Reflection / The Way You Look Tonight


IF I AM
by NiNeDays

So you're standin on the ledge
It looks like you might fall
Its so far down or maybe
You were thinkin about jumpin
Now you could have it allIf you learned a little patience
For though I cannot flyI'm not content to crawl
So give me a little creditHave in me a little faith
I wanna be with you forever
If tomorrow's not too late
But its always too lateWhen you got nothin so you say
You should never let the sun set on tomorrow
Before the sun rises todayIf I am
Another waste of everything you dreamed ofI will let you down
If I amOnly here to watch you as you suffer
I will let you downSo you're walkin on the edge
And you wait your turn to fall
But you're so far gone
That you don't see the hands upheld to catch you
And you could find the faultIn the heart that you've been handed
For though you cannot fly
You're not content to crawl
nd its always too late when you got nothin so you say
But we should never let the sun set on tomorrow
Before the sun rises
The answers we find are never what we had in mind
So we make it up as we go along
You don't talk of dreams when i won't mention tomorrow
And we won't make those promises we can't keep
I will never leave youI will not let you downI will never leave you
I will not let you down
i'm gonna be here and always gonna be your friend...
take care always and i miss yah...
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ON MY OWN

Sometimes I walk alone at night when everybodyelse is sleeping
I think of him and then I'm happy withthe company
I'm keepingThe city goes to bedAnd
I can live inside my head

On my own,Pretending he's beside me,
All alone, I walk with him till morning.
Without him, I feel his arms around me,
And when I lose my way, I close my eyes,
And he has found me...In the rain,
The pavement shines like silver,
All the lights are misty in the river,
In the darkness the trees are full of starlight,
And all I see is him and me,
Forever and forever...And I know it's only in my mind,
That I'm talking to myself and not to him,
And although I know that he is blind,
Still I say, there's a way for us...I love him,
But when the night is over,He is gone, the river's just a river
Without him the world around me changes,
The trees are bare and everywhere the streets are full of strangers.
I love him,But everyday I'm learning,
All my life,I've only been pretending,
Without me,His world will go on turning,
A world that's full of happiness,
That I have never known...I love him... I love him...I love him...
But only on my own

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Yesterday
by Beatles
Lead vocal: Paul


Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away
Now it looks as though they're here to stay
Oh, I believe in yesterday.
Suddenly, I'm not half the man I used to be,
There's a shadow hanging over me.
Oh, yesterday came suddenly.
Why she had to go I don't know she wouldn't say.
I said something wrong, now I long for yesterday.
Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play.
Now I need a place to hide away.
Oh, I believe in yesterday.
Why she had to go I don't know she wouldn't say.
I said something wrong, now I long for yesterday.
Yesterday, love was such an easy game to play.
Now I need a place to hide away.
Oh, I believe in yesterday.Mm mm mm mm mm mm mm.

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Reflection
by Lea Salonga

Look at me
I will never pass for a perfect bride or a perfect daughter.
Can it beI'm not meant to play this part?
Now I see that if I were truly to be myself
I would break my family's heart.
Who is that girl I see staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Somehow I cannot hide who I am though I've tried.
When will my reflection show who I am inside?
When will my reflection show who I am inside? ----Mulan

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The Way You Look Tonight

Some day when I'm awfully low,
When the world is cold,
I will feel a glow just thinking of you
And the way you look tonight.
You're lovely, with your smile so warm
And your cheeks so soft,
There is nothing for me but to love you,
And the way you look tonight.
With each word your tenderness grows,
Tearing my fears apart
And that laugh that wrinkles your nose,
Touches my foolish heart.
Yes you're lovely, never, ever change
Keep that breathless charm.
Won't you please arrange it?
'Cause I love you Just the way you look tonight.
With each word your tenderness grows,
Tearing my fears apart
And that laugh that wrinkles your nose,
Touches my foolish heart.
Yes you're lovely, never, ever change
Keep that breathless charm.
Won't you please arrange it?
'Cause I love you
Just the way you look tonight.
Just the way you look tonight.
Darling Just the way you look tonight

wisdom from bo sanchez

FREEDOM OF SIMPLICITY
BY BO SANCHEZ
Happiness is not found outside of you. It doesn't come from cars, clothes, cash, or Caribbean cruises. Happiness is found within. But how can you find it if you don't have thesimplicity of time and space to discover the most important things in your life?
>>How can you search the depths of your soul if you are too busy impressing
>others, acquiring wealth, protecting your properties, and paying your debts?>>
Simplicity is not about the external either: living in a doghouse, eating
>in Hepatitis joints, wearing rags.
>>Let me define what it is: Simplicity is living from the core of your being.
>>A TREASURE MAP OF HAPPINESS
>>Simplicity will point to you where and what and who the gold is in your>life.
Let me share with you the seven powerful lessons I've learned on simple living:
>>LIVE ON LESS, AND DELIGHT IN THEM MORE
>>Some take their pleasure dining in classy restaurants, trips to Europe, and
>owning the latest home theatre-equipment.
>>I've chosen the simple path: If I can simply be with my wife, or take a
>quiet stroll under a canopy of stars, or play with a child, or read a good
>book in my home, or laugh with friends over a pizza, I consider myself>richly blessed.
>>Focus on what you have and not on what you don't have.
>>STOP RUNNING AND WALK INSTEAD
>>Here's the truth: The person who has covered the greatest distance does
>NOT win, but the one who has most enjoyed the journey does. Stop running>around chasing your own tail!
>>Get off your hurried pace and learn to breathe. Replace doing with being.
>Learn to say no to invitations, appointments, and commitments, activities>and events that will rob you of your focus. Learn to say "yes "to rest, to
>tranquillity, to quietness.
>>YOU ARE MORE THAN YOUR WEALTH
>>I own very few things today. Because I am more than the brand of my watch,
>the logo of my shoes, the name of my car.
>>I believe that if in my soul I deeply respect and value myself, people
>around me will sense that, and they too, will value and respect me-whether
>I'm wearing Armani or not.
>>You are more than your wealth.
>>AVOID BUYING ON CREDIT
>>I don't believe in borrowing from credit cards. (For convenience, I use
>one card but I pay the whole amount at the end of each month.) If I need
>something really bad, I save up for it.
>>Sometimes, at midpoint, I realize I don't really need the darn thing and
>give up the whole idea. The only exception I feel we should enter into a
>credit is when buying a non-depreciating item, such as housing or land.
>>I believe we should always live within our earning capacity.
>>Proverbs 22:7 says, "Those who borrow are slaves of moneylenders."
>>GIVE AS MUCH AS YOU CAN
>>If I content myself with P250 shirt instead of P4,000 Lacoste, I can help
>others more. Trust me, there is immense pleasure!
>>You will find that the empty thrill of owning a diamond ring on your finger
>pales in comparison to the joy of handling a piece of bread to an orphan child.
>>"And God is able to make all grace abound to you, so that in all things at
>all times, having all that you need, you will abound in every good work."
>(2Corinthians 9:8)
>>The Old Testament of tithing, or giving 10% of your income is a good
>guideline to follow. The New Testament challenges us to give with a
>cheerful heart. (When you're cheerful, you may give more than 10%!) Make it
>a habit.
>>SAVE AS MUCH AS YOU CAN
>>Saving is essential to being good stewards of the money that God "lends"
>to us. Saving is an important way of providing for our future-both for our
>needs and to be generous to others. I recommend that you save at least 10%
>of your income. I can almost hear you now:
>>"Bo, that's impossible!" Oh yeah? Well, how did you live three years back
>when your salary was one-half its present amount?"
>>Sacrifice. Many of our needs are actually wants.
>>Is cable TV a need? Will you suddenly die if you can't watch CNN or HBO?
>Are those new golf clubs essential to your existence?
>>Invest in time deposits, long-term stocks and housing.
>>BUDGET, BUDGET, BUDGET
>>Make a list of all your monthly expenses, according to categories.
Make>also a list of irregular expenses-those that don't come monthly. Set up
>another savings account for these expenses and put in a little money each
>month. To differentiate this from the savings account, we call ours
>"freedom account" because it frees us from worrying about them when they
>suddenly attack.
>>And stick to your budget!
>>ONE LAST WORD BEFORE WE CLOSE
>>Balance.
>>Don't take living simply to the extremes! Living simply doesn't mean living
>in deprivation. There are special days when my wife and I eat in a fancy
>restaurant. Or when we splurge into a vacation.
>>Very rare, yes, but my point is that you take living simply NOT as a rigid
>goal-but as a happy process towards the goals of generosity, inner peace
>and holiness.
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YOU CREATE YOUR OWN DESTINY
By: Bo Sanchez
Let me tell you a story. Three construction workers
> > were on top of their half-finished skyscraper.
> > Rrrrring!" the lunch bell sounded, and the three men
> > sat on a steel beam jutting out of the 56th floor
> > with their lunch boxes in hand.
> >> > The first guy opens his and groans in exasperation,
> > "Tuyo!" There is not a day that I don't get tuyo for
> > lunch!" He turns to his buddies and announces, "Mark
> > my words. If I still get tuyo tomorrow, I'm going to
> > throw myself from this building."
> >> > The second guy opens his lunch box and moans,
> > "Tinapa". Everyday, I get tinapa!" He looks at his
> > friends and declares, "Believe me when I say this.
> > If I get tinapa tomorrow, I'm going to jump and kill
> > myself."
> >> > The third guy opens his lunch box and it was his
> > turn to despair. "Galunggong". All I get is
> > galunggong!" I'm telling you, if I still get
> > galunggong tomorrow, I'm going to jump from this
> > building and die."
> >> > The next day, the lunch bell rings and all three men
> > are again seated on the 56th floor. The first guy
> > opens his lunch box and starts crying, "Tuyoooooo!"
> > And so he jumps and crashes on the ground.
> >> > The second guy opens his lunch box and wails loudly,
> > "Tinapaaaa!" And he also hurls himself off the
> > building and dies.
> >> > The third guy opens his lunch box and screams,
> > "Galunggonggggg!" And so he too jumps off the
> > building and splatters on the ground.
> >> > Days later, during the funeral of the three men! ,
> > their three wives embrace and weep together. The
> > first wife cries out, "I didn't know my husband
> > didn't like tuyo anymore! Why didn't he tell me? If
> > only he told me, I would have prepared something
> > else."
> >> > The second wife echoes her statement, "Yes! If only
> > I knew, I would have cooked something else, not
> > tinapa!"
> >> > The third wife, between sobs, speaks up, "I don't
> > know why my husband killed himself." The two wives
> > look at her curiously.
> >> > "Why?"
> >> > She went on, "Because ... my husband prepares his
> > own lunch everyday..."
> >> > I love this crazy story because it presents a very
> > important truth: all of us prepare our own lunch. If
> > we don't like our jobs, if we don't like the state
> > of our relationships, if! we don't like what's
> > happening to our spiritual lives - we have no one to
> > blame but ourselves. Because God has given us free
> > will. He has given us the power to prepare our own
> > lunch.
> >> > If you want to earn more and be free from debt, if
> > you're sick and tired of your bad habits, if we want
> > to put more joy in our marriages, if we want to grow
> > in our relationship with God - then go back to your
> > kitchen and prepare yourself another dish. Because
> > you design your own future. You create your own
> > destiny. Ask yourself what kind of future do you
> > want to have? What kind of life? What kind of
> > eternity?
> >> > You decide.

Strong Enough / Better Together / Follow Me

Strong Enough
by Sheryl Crow

God, I feel like hell tonight
Tears of rage I cannot fight I'd be the last to help you understand
Are you strong enough to be my man?
Nothing's true and nothing's right So let me be alone tonight
Cause you can't change the way I am
Are you strong enough to be my man?
Lie to me I promise I'll believe
Lie to me
But please don't leave
I have a face I cannot show I
make the rules up as I go
It's try and love me if you can
Are you strong enough to be my man?
When I've shown you that I just don't care
When I'm throwing punches in the air
When I'm broken down and I can't stand
Will you be strong enough to be my man?
Lie to me I promise I'll believe Lie to me
But please don't leave


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Better Together
by Jack Johnson

There is no combination of words I could put on the back of a postcard
And no song that I could sing but I can try for your heart
And our dreams and they are made out of real things
Like a shoebox of photographs with sepia-toned loving
Love is the answer at least for most of the questions in my heart
Like why are we here? And where do we go?
And how come it’s so hard?
It’s not always easy and sometimes life can be deceiving
I’ll tell you one thing, it’s always better when we’re together
It’s always better when we’re together
We’ll look at the stars when we’re together
It’s always better when we’re together
It’s always better when we’re together
And all of these moments just might find their way into my dreams tonight
But I know that they’ll be gone when the morning light sings
Or brings new things for tomorrow night you see
That they’ll be gone too, too many things I have to do
But if all of these dreams might find their way into my day to day scene
I’d be under the impression I was somewhere in between
With only two, just me and you, not so many things we got to do
Or places we got to be we’ll sit beneath the mango tree now
It’s always better when we’re together
We’re somewhere in between together
Well it’s always better when we’re together
It’s always better when we’re together
I believe in memories they look so pretty when I sleep
And when I wake up you look so pretty sleeping next to me
But there is not enough time
And there is no song I could sing
And there is no combination of words I could say
But I will still tell you one thing
We’re better together ....
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Follow Me
by Uncle Cracker

You don't know how you met me
You don't know why
You can't turn around and say goodbye
All you know is when I'm with you,
I make you free
And swim through your veins like a fish in the sea
I'm singin Follow me everthing is allright
I'll be the one to tuck you in at nightAnd if you
Want to leave I can guarantee
You won't find nobody else like me I'm not worried bout the ring you wear
Cause as long as I know one knows than nobody can care
You're feelin guilty and I'm well aware
But you dont look ashamed and baby I don't care
I'm singin Follow me everthing is allrightI'll be the one to tuck you in at night
And if youWant to leave I can guarantee
You won't find nobody else like me
Won't give you moneyI can't give you the sky
Your better off if you don't ask whyI'm not the reason that you go astray
And we'll be alright if you don't ask me stay
Follow me everthing is allright
I'll be the one to tuck you in at nightAnd if you
Want to leave I can guarantee
You won't find nobody else like me
You don't know how you met me
You don't know whyYou can't turn around and say goodbye
All you know is when I'm with you I make you free
And swim through your veins like a fish in the seaI'm singin
Follow me everthing is allrightI'll be the one to tuck you in at night
And if you
Want to leave I can guarantee
You won't find nobody else like me I'm singing
Follow me everthing is allright
I'll be the one to tuck you in at nightAnd if you
Want to leave I can guarantee
You won't find nobody else like me I'm singin
Follow me everthing is allright
I'll be the one to tuck you in at nightAnd if you
Want to leave I can guarantee
You won't find nobody else like me..

"One Last Breath" by Creed

One Last Breath

Please come now I think I’m falling
I’m holding on to all I think is safe
It seems I found the road to nowhere
And I’m trying to escapeI yelled back when I heard thunder
But I’m down to one last breath
And with it let me sayLet me say

Hold me nowI’m six feet from the edge and I’m thinking
That maybe six feetAin’t so far down
I’m looking down now that it’s over
Reflecting on all of my mistakes
I thought I found the road to somewhere
Somewhere in His graceI cried out heaven save me
But I’m down to one last breath
And with it let me say
Let me say
Hold me nowI’m six feet from the edge and I’m thinking
That maybe six feetAin’t so far downSad eyes follow me
But I still believe there’s something left for me
So please come stay with me
‘Cause I still believe there’s something left for you and me
For you and me For you and me
Hold me now
I’m six feet from the edge and I’m thinking

"RISK"

RISK
Life is full of risks.
It's only those who dare to risk
That eventually emerge winners.
It’s not the winning that always matters
It is the courage one takes.
For those who are afraid to risk,
Have been doomed from the very start.
The biggest mistake is that they never tried at all.
To laugh is to risk appearing sentimental..
To reach out for another is to risk involvement..
To expose feelings is to risk exposing your true self..
To live is to risk dying
To hope is to risk despair
To try id to risk failure.
But…the risk must be taken because..
The greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing ..
The person who risk nothing, does nothing …is nothing.
These person may avoid suffering and sorrows.
But simply cannot learn, feel, change, love.
Chained by their cetitudes, they become a slave.
One who has forfeited freedom.
Only a person who risks is free!! --Anonymous--

Meaning of my name

Although the name Annabelle creates the urge to be self-expressive and happy, we emphasize that it causes a scattered and emotional nature. This name can hinder happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses in the liver and bloodstream.
Although your first name of Annabelle has created an expressive, fun-loving nature, it has not produced the qualities necessary for a full and complete life. You have always been a happy person, and, desiring to see others happy as well, you strive to inspire others, which you do most effectively through an engaging sense of humour. You are fond of surprises and are quick to respond to spontaneous invitations which promise a good time, particularly when they relieve you of a boring task. Your dislike for monotony and routine, often means that you do not finish the things you start.
Even though the name Belle creates the urge to be artistically creative and original, we emphasize that it causes an emotional intensity that is hard to control. This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses in the nervous system, and tension or accidents to the head.
The name Belle creates a dual nature in that you can be very generous and understanding, but you can also be so candid in your expression that you create misunderstanding. You struggle with the requirement to soften your expression with tact and diplomacy and to consider the feelings of others. Difficulty in accepting advice or admitting that you may have made a mistake causes you to appear to be stubborn and set in your ways. Thus, you have too often created the wrong impression, and friendships have suffered.
Although the name Anna creates the urge to understand others, we point out that it causes you to be emotional and temperamental. This name, when combined with the last name, can frustrate happiness, contentment, and success, as well as cause health weaknesses in the fluid systems, liver and the bloodstream.


Your first name of Anna has given you a quick-minded, sensitive nature. It gives you a clever, creative ability in art, music, singing, or drama and an appreciation for refined surroundings. Your sociable nature expresses affection, kindness, and thoughtfulness to the extent that it is difficult for you not to be affected by others and governed by your emotions, rather than by logic and reason. As you respond to love and encouragement from others, your romantic and dreamy nature can easily lead you into love affairs.

10 things God wont ask you when you died

TEN THINGS GOD WON'T ASK YOU
1... God won't ask what kind of car you drove.He'll ask how many people you drove who didn't have transportation.
2... God won't ask the square footage of your house,He'll ask how many people you welcomed into your home.
3... God won't ask about the clothes you had in your closet, He'llask how many you helped to clothe.
4... God won't ask what your highest salary was.He'll ask if you compromised your character to obtain it.
5... God won't ask what your job title was.He'll ask if you performed your job to the best of our ability.
6... God won't ask how many friends you had.He'll ask how many people to whom you were a friend.
7... God won't ask in what neighborhood you lived,He'll ask how you treated your neighbors.
8... God won't ask about the color of your skin,He'll ask about the content of your character.
9... God won't ask why it took you so long to seek Salvation.He'll lovingly take you to your mansion in heaven, and not to thegates of Hell.
10... God won't have to ask how many people you forwarded this to, He already knows your decision.

Just talking to myself..:)

Quote to remember :
"Keep away from the people who belittle your ambitions. Small people do that, but the real great makes you feel that you too can become great!" - Mark Twain
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Focus on what matters most in life. Spend life wisely, smile, dare to dream, take risks, forgive, have fun, help other people, love and love some more, explore nature, laugh alot, appreciate every little things in life, make friends, show some care. Make the most out of your life. There's more things in life than to have "lots of money" and have a "certain position". Money cant buy you family, friends, peace of mind, integrity, respect, happiness, love and gate pass to heaven. Still, the best things in life are free!!!

Life is too short to spend it regretting things and pursuing things that won’t matter in the end.... Enjoy life, every second counts! Get real for yourself, to yourself! Let the One Whose Greater than you lead you to where and what you should be.... =)


ako?? simple lang ako. i enjoy simple things in life. mababaw lang ang measurement ko ng happiness. i dont want to complicate things, i just let it flow. hindi ako materialistic, egoistic o plastic. may sariling mundo nga lang ako (hehe..). i gave up the urge na makipagsabayan sa mga urbanista sa mundo although i got used to the urban ways, people and environment. ok sila pero mas masaya pa rin maging simple lang. simpleng may patutunguhan. simpleng may ambisyon sa buhay. ambisyon na hindi lamang pangsarili kung hindi para na din sa ikakabuti ng maraming tao. simpleng alam kung ano ang tunay na kahulugan ng kaligayahan... naks! ;p
i cant believe im saying all these stuffs! hehe.. yoko na nga!
sige na! pero simple pa rin ako promise! noon at hanggang ngayon... malamang hanggang... hanggang matapos kong itype to! joke! hehehe...
i stand my ground. i am just a simple person. i am just being me! :)

but realistically, maybe i might wanna meet someone who will stick up, hang on for me and patiently wait for me to grow up (hehehe...get what i mean? ) who's coupled w/ real kindness, good sense of humor and unwavering zest for life to match my idealistic and adventurous nature.
just maybe. or maybe not. ;)

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

something from 2004

Someone sent me a text message maybe a couple of months ago and it says...

"There's always be one great love in your life that you cannot really get over with. Someone you're trying to hold on for a longtime but it doesnt mean that you were meant to be."

I ponder, i sigh. Gosh! its true! A wake up call for me maybe. I dont know. For a long time I've been asleep, keeping what I feel endeared to me. I cant really let go. Maybe he's just the only one who made me feel so beloved. Maybe he's just the only one can bring out the best in me, or maybe he's just the one who makes me feel that I am still a human whose capable to feel some weird feelings though I tried to be cold as stone. Maybe there's more reason but I cant think of any. But its time to move on. Its time to let go. Maybe, lets say.. I'm still longing for him. I still want to be with him but fate seems not vying my idea thats why I'm still here.. still without him and waiting to feel his presence again. But after pondering and internalizing this text message, I finally said to myself to let go. I'm already tired of waiting. Life is too short. If I cant spend my life with him maybe God has another plan for me. Maybe I'll spent it with someone worthy and the best. Now, I'm here still waiting.... but not for him anymore. I'm waiting for that someone God has created for me. Maybe he was my one great love that I cannot forget. I'm just glad I've met him in this lifetime. But for now, I needed to move on and start anew and hoping that soon i'll find the right one for me. :) ---Belle 2004


"We dont exist only for ourselves, our purpose is not simply to look good or to make money or to have a certain position - It has to be something more. If you dont live according to your purpose, your life is going to be miserable."

Hope this will make you smile

LOVE starts with a SMILE , grows with a KISS , and ends with a TEAR.
DON'T cry over anyone who won't cry over you.
Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget.
You can only go as far as you push.
ACTIONS speak louder than words.
The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else.
DON'T let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.
LIFE'S SHORT. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it.
A BEST FRIEND is like a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE.
Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it.
BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us.
When it HURTS to look back, and you're SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there.
TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER" ENDS. Friends are FOREVER.
Good friends are like STARS You don't always see them, but you know they are ALWAYS THERE.
DON'T frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile.
What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?
Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.
Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end.
Most people walk in and out of your life, but only FRIENDS leave footprints in your heart. :)

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

whats in for me?



“Its knowing how every single day you live life affirms your purpose.”

Sunday, March 25, 2007

Have Faith




"God is far more important than all the riches the world can offer."

"I can do all things through Christ which strenghtens me."

"If God is for me, who can be against me?"

"Everything in this world has a purpose."

"I owe everything to God."

nature and vastness!

nature and vastness!

you can fill in the space..

you can fill in the space..

Jesus' hug.. :)

Jesus' hug.. :)
..feel His hug and you'll be safe and happy...:)

unsure things

unsure things

wanna be great? ;)

wanna be great? ;)

nice background

nice background

photo

photo
self photo :)

The Proteus in me..

PROTEUS
In Greek mythology, Proteus is an early sea-god, one of several deities whom Homer calls the "Old Man of the Sea"[1], whose name suggests the "first", as protogonos is the "primordial" or the "firstborn". He became the son of Poseidon in the Olympian theogony (Odyssey iv. 432), or of Nereus and Doris, or of Oceanus and a Naiad, and was made the herdsman of Poseidon's seals, the great bull seal at the center of the harem. He can foretell the future, but, in a mytheme familiar from several cultures, will change his shape to avoid having to; he will answer only to someone who is capable of capturing him. From this feature of Proteus comes the adjective protean, with the general meaning of "versatile", "mutable", "capable of assuming many forms": "Protean" has positive connotations of flexibility, versatility and adaptability.