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This is my world. Different from other people but sure, its wonderful and full of life. Yeah, right! I am different from other people and I want to stay that way. Afterall, I am here to make a difference in this world and not to please people to like me. Just remember, people will notice WHAT I do but only God knows WHY I do things..all motives are known only by Him. :)

Sunday, September 12, 2010

angel that i was crazy about ages ago

I know you're my angel ages ago, and i was crazy over you and my life is incomplete without you but dont wanna wake up alone anymore, i believe that someone will walk to my door and i'll give all the love in the world. I;m still hoping for you but i can see no hope with this..you're so far now, i cannot reach you nor cant connect to you anymore... you never know what you miss coz you have shut me off to your life but i cannot blame you. maybe you really dont like me and i am no good for you. anyways, thats what love can do and i still see you as my angel coz i am though i tried to hide, still crazy over you and i guess i am still incomplete without you until i finally be awake of this love nightmare that i am having right now. i still want you but i cannot hold on anymore...can i just wish a final goodbye? til then...my angel

kinda..

That's the same face that lighten up my day...the same person who makes me smile but its the same feeling I feel that never reciprocated. Dont know why I keep comng back to him, maybe he put some kind of spell on me...haha..or he captures me hard enough using his mesmerizing eyes and boyish smile..

I keep on wondering until when he's going towonder around and realize that I am still here waiting for him after all these years..after he had turned his back on me, after he has denied me of his attention and halt our friendship.

or I just wish this useless feelings I have for him will disappear and I may able to find a rightful replacement of him and got to spend my whole life living a happy and worthwhile life with that so-called-wonderful-replacement-of-my-unreciprocated-love so that I may able to bury this memories behind and embrace my new life with my new one, whose more worthy of my love.:)

nature and vastness!

nature and vastness!

you can fill in the space..

you can fill in the space..

Jesus' hug.. :)

Jesus' hug.. :)
..feel His hug and you'll be safe and happy...:)

unsure things

unsure things

wanna be great? ;)

wanna be great? ;)

nice background

nice background

photo

photo
self photo :)

The Proteus in me..

PROTEUS
In Greek mythology, Proteus is an early sea-god, one of several deities whom Homer calls the "Old Man of the Sea"[1], whose name suggests the "first", as protogonos is the "primordial" or the "firstborn". He became the son of Poseidon in the Olympian theogony (Odyssey iv. 432), or of Nereus and Doris, or of Oceanus and a Naiad, and was made the herdsman of Poseidon's seals, the great bull seal at the center of the harem. He can foretell the future, but, in a mytheme familiar from several cultures, will change his shape to avoid having to; he will answer only to someone who is capable of capturing him. From this feature of Proteus comes the adjective protean, with the general meaning of "versatile", "mutable", "capable of assuming many forms": "Protean" has positive connotations of flexibility, versatility and adaptability.