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This is my world. Different from other people but sure, its wonderful and full of life. Yeah, right! I am different from other people and I want to stay that way. Afterall, I am here to make a difference in this world and not to please people to like me. Just remember, people will notice WHAT I do but only God knows WHY I do things..all motives are known only by Him. :)

Monday, April 26, 2010

27april2010

I've come this far yet I didn't have what I suppose to have but take heart, I said to myself...God, has a better plan for me. He has prepared a better future for me than I have prepared or plan for myself. Of course, it is quite disappointing and heart breaking but still I dont want to lose hope to Him. There's indeed sometime that I question my capabilities, my intelligence and my resourcefulness. And often times I question Gods plan for me because its kinda very discouraging, hurtful, degrading and frustrating what I am experiencing. But I am thankful that I have never lose hold of my faith. I just lift everything to God and just wait His hand to form whatever life He wants me to have. I told myself, I will not worry because worrying is an insult to God. He already know what I needed and He can provide me all the things I need and want, maybe it is just I am not in the right place and time...take heart my Belle and you will have everything you dream of...
Things are always take time to have, to hold, to meet... Maybe it is not yet the right time. I know my prayers are already enough...I prayed alot yet nothing happened. Maybe, I just think, that even if I pray for the whole day, if I am seeking at the wrong place, I will never find it. Nor maybe I am seeking a wrong thing in the right place.. I don't know.. There's many question but I dont want to seek answers anymore. I am already tired. I am already beat up but still I am trusting God that He will provide me with something wonderful. Something beyond my imagination and expectation. For now, I am really thankful for the every opportunity He has given me. For bringing me to a place I never thought I will be and to let me meet alot of people I never thought I will meet. Indeed, there's a reason for everything we experience in this life. Everything is well planned and we experience each of it so we will learn something from it and helps us to be a better person, a better individual worthy of His gifts.
Surely, I will always be grateful and happy for all my life experiences.. He never cease to teach me...and I always need to learned a hard way..
For all of this... I always need Faith and Trust in HIM and in myself...May God Bless me more..:)
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The Proteus in me..

PROTEUS
In Greek mythology, Proteus is an early sea-god, one of several deities whom Homer calls the "Old Man of the Sea"[1], whose name suggests the "first", as protogonos is the "primordial" or the "firstborn". He became the son of Poseidon in the Olympian theogony (Odyssey iv. 432), or of Nereus and Doris, or of Oceanus and a Naiad, and was made the herdsman of Poseidon's seals, the great bull seal at the center of the harem. He can foretell the future, but, in a mytheme familiar from several cultures, will change his shape to avoid having to; he will answer only to someone who is capable of capturing him. From this feature of Proteus comes the adjective protean, with the general meaning of "versatile", "mutable", "capable of assuming many forms": "Protean" has positive connotations of flexibility, versatility and adaptability.