Second Quarter 2011

It's not an accident when I've met you, you've made me realized alot of things in life, I may want to hate you but I must rather thank you. I've felt how to die for awhile and thought that hope and dreams already left me nor I've lost my faith in them yet I was revived by my faith in God. I've undergone depression, lose interest of alot of things, lost my confidence yet everything happens for a reason and everything has planned by God. Though it brought me so much pain, it does really made me stronger now and I know that God has saved me from a future misery. Indeed sometimes dreams can be a nigthmare yet you can wake up from that dream and choose to create a wonderful reality. Faith has restored my life and I know that God has alot of plans for me, plans to prosper me and let me live a good life I do deserve. Till then Future...I'll see you with Success!

Chinito Eyes..

I'm kinda curious about you.. Wonder why your face stayed in my mind longer than anybody else... I think I'm interested in you... but will I ever have a chance to meet you or know your name or talk to you or smile to you and you'll smile back to me?
How can I make you also interested in me, btw? haha.. such a challenge...
Will I ever see you again after I leave this place?

This may be a case of love at several sights...haha...
Well, sometimes we passed by some people we're somewhat interested but sadly we dont know how, where and when we're going to meet them again...
As for you, only God knows...:)

New journey to embark

I have done alot of mistakes in the past, a few wrong turns, few wrong directions, others were wrong decisions, some stubbornness. I was misunderstood, neglected, hated, isolated, insulted, intimidated, judged, looked-down, compared. I have gone through alot of things yet I stand still. Sometimes I want to give up. Other times I want to cry, more often I wondered. Several times I asked God why He have let me to suffer...even blame Him of the wrong decision I've made. But now I'm here asking Him to guide me and never leave my side so I can stick to the right path He has prepared for me. Hopefully this time I can get it correctly. Praying that I will not let any stubbornness and stupidity comes my way again and ruin a good life God has prepared for me for a long time...:) I'm holding on to my faith. All good things to come my way soon! Praise and thank God for it..

thinking deep..:)

We should enjoy life while we're still alive.
Imagine your joy when you see a beautiful butterfly flying around you or seeing a rainbow
or witnessing a shooting star.. or seeing a firefly in the dark... or being welcome by your dog..
or eating your favorite chocolate / cotton candy.. or seeing your highschool crush.. or baking your very first chocolate cake... or seeing a baby giggling... or having your first horse ride ...or reaching your first mountain summit..
the joy when you are playing with your playmates every afternoon after classes, the laughter, the friendship and alot more happy memories...

Don't let disappointments and stress let you down... always think happy thoughts, happy memories and things will be alright..

Life should be enjoy and live fully... I will do this from now on...:)

May God help me...:)

Contemplate...

Doesn't matter what other people may say, this is my life and I am the one whose in control.. I decide what I want to do, what I want to happen, where I want to go, who I want to be with, where I want to work or not to work with, to avoid any future regrets. But then again, I always consider and rely on whats God wants for me thru a constant meditation and prayer. May God continue to bless me and my life...Thank you in advance Lord..:)

:p

When things go wrong and everything seems failing, dont lose hope..
just look around and you'll see that there's someone worse than you....haha..
Dont take yourself nor anybody too seriously...:)

Quotes

Always treat her with respect. Whether publicly or in private, your wife should be treated with more respect than anyone. She deserves it, and it is your obligation as a man. By all means, hold doors open for her, carry things, lift things, and help her if you have small children. “For husbands, this means love your wives, just as Christ loved the church. He gave up his life for her… –Ephesians 5:25

You are part of the puzzle of someone else's life. You may never know where you fit but others will fill the holes in their lives with pieces of you. So if you run out of reasons to live, remember that someone else's life may never be complete without you in it. - Author Unknown

Realization

Money can't buy you happiness and peace of mind...:(
I rather have enough of it than to suffer from the nagging demoralizing comments, and lose my confidence.
I rather be simple and enjoy life's simple pleasures
than to live a stressful life.
I rather be average than to forget how to live.

All I need for now is peace of mind...
I know God is with me...

A Sad Fact

Sometimes, not all your dreams are good for you and not all your dreams can give you what you hope for... sometimes it is not happy ever after..( career wise..)

July 2011 issues...:(

I am afraid that I may lose myself in the process and lose my self confidence, self esteem and self trust. I never felt so down like this before and I never want to prolong this kind of feelings. This is not going to work. I might quit sooner. I may be a quitter but I need to save myself from insanity, I need to restore my peace of mind and myself as an individual. Work must not take away everything to you, its just a part of your life that will make you productive and helps you to earn a living. But when it becomes a burden and suck your life, maybe you need to redefine your goals and need to check what really matters most.

This too shall pass

This too shall pass

Circles

A never-ending challenge, you've got rid of it just to face more of it.
You've hope for better things but you have to suffer first.
You've planned well yet Almighty has the final say.
All you've got to do is to just pray that soon things will be better,
sooner than you expect or sooner than you deserve.

This is my life, and I love it!
So, what's your life look like?

May 02, 2011 Monday..1st day

In this chaotic life we have, I always wish to find my space...a real space where in I can be myself, be the best that I can be, free to express myself, explore, initiate, discover and contribute something meaningful so I may say that I live a worthwhile life and make a difference in this world.

I have been to alot of places and meet alot of people, but today, I haven't meet people like you whose more positive, more open minded, more passionate, more result oriented, more encouraging, more ambitious and most of all happier than you people... in here, I hope to find my real space...

I used to think I am different. I used to think that I am not normal or a-real-bored-person or just someone with a very different perspective and cant be understand by other people...but today, after a day spending with you...I honestly feel that I belong...that I can now spread my wings and prepare to fly with you guys..

I really hope that this time I'll spend a long time with you...

I like your vision, I like your totality...I just wish that I can be real suited to you so that I can declare that I finally find my space here on earth...and I finally discover the reason why I did gone through those difficult stages of my life..it is because I was prepared to be with you...

Hope we have a good relationship together...hope this will last for a long time...

Lets just wait and see...

For now, I am thankful to God that He lead me to you and you've seen my potentials...:)

fly

Fly...fly...up.. up.. you go... up, up you go...:)

Rainbow and life..

There's always a rainbow after the rain, should I say every rain...there's always a rainbow, a beautiful one you ever expected..:)

same with life, after every struggles, frustrations and adversity there will always be a rainbow, a hope, a saving grace that God will send you to lift you up after the fall you have experienced. Just believe and pray, pray to your heart content. Trust only God even if everything falls part and everyone has already left you, never stop believing and trust God for He will save you and will answer your prayers with much gusto. All you have to do is to believe that there will be a rainbow...brighter, colorful and spledid more than ever....

Pope John Paul II

Year 1995, World Youth Day was held in Philippines and that was the first time I saw the Pope, who was then, Pope John Paul II, the Pope I grew up with. I saw his face afar while I am waving my face towel as everyone were waving theirs. I am just a third year high school student back then. It was one of the most memorable day in life. 2006, a year after Pope John Paul II died, over a year late when I finally learned that he already called by Our Father. I was suprised! I didn't know that it was happened because of my hectic schedule and busyness of my daily life. I regret it. But now it is 2011 and tomorrow May 01, 2011 Pope John Paul II will be beatified and will be Blessed John Paul II, a way to sainthood. This time I will not let this moment/occasion passed me by again. I was not there nor not aware when the whole world mourned over the Pope when he passed away, so now I make sure I will witness his Beatification, his way for being a saint. I have also a great faith to this Pope because he gives me hope, everytime I see him it is like I can see an angel, a God-sent individual with alot of kindness in his face, his speech and his relation to other people. Indeed, Pope John Paul II is a holy man God sent to spread His everlasting love to all His people all over the world. Blessed John Paul II, help me to pray to God and show me your smile once again.
Tomorrow is the day...
Be merry and God added another Saint in this world...:)

Royal Wedding and etc.

Yesterday, I witnessed via live coverage the Royal Wedding of Prince William and Catherine Middleton. I therefore seen some places in London especially the Westminister Abbey, the Buckingham Palace and their streets and people called Britons. Wondering now when will be the time I am going to set foot on that place and finally see those places I've seen in the television and finally meet, interact and be friends with some people living there. It is a dream for now, but I'll make it a reality in the next few years.... UK... London, just wait for me and I will also explore your land and finally meet you!!!! :)

excited for something

I cant hardly wait to see you now, to touch you for real and to love you freely finally!

reason and willingness

Sufferings becomes bearable when there's willingness and when there's a reason for it, a reason why you're still holding on and keeping up.

a dream and you

I had dream of you for several days. It says you are mine and I am yours. The moment I woke up, I'm wondering if that will be just a dream or can also be a reality. Only God knows..

I'm keeping my fingers cross...May God hear my prayers again!:)

lesson

Forget/delete those people in your life who don't treat you well or took you for granted or used you for their personal gain, they dont deserve your time/attention/love. Learn your lesson well, never let anybody take advantage of you again. Stay positive and give importance to those people who knows your true value and wish you good life and supports you in pursuing your long time dreams.

go up

When you're so down in life, there's no other way to go but UP!:)

A dream come true..

You give me hope,
you give me back my dreams,
you help me stand up again from the fall I had,
you help me believe in myself again,
you give me a clear direction,
you let me know that I can make a difference,
you give me the value that I never know that I deserve,
you inspire me,
you help me pursue my dreams,
you, afterall, my dream and now I am already yours and I am with you...
you never know how happy I am now that I will soon be with you..
hope our unity will last for a long time
and i hope we will have a good time together...
I promise to stay with you as long as you will take care of me
as long as God let me be with you...
I know for sure you are a Gift of God to me ... an answered prayer..
a fulfillment of a promise of a better life.... a dream come true...

Thank you for accepting me.
Thank you God for leading me and for giving me this gift.
I will surely take care of this.
Help me still to be a blessing to your blessing to me so life will be much better
and so much worthy to live in..:)
I am already excited to be with you...
Please let me feel welcome when I finally join you.
Please let me feel I never wanna leave you,
Please let me say to myself that at last you are the one I've been looking and longing for and never want to have any one after you...
I am really looking forward to have a happy, meaningful, productive time with you..
Thank you once again and Thank God for you...mwahhh :)

advice from the experience

Be only with those people who treat you nice and right. Spend time only to those people who knows your true worth and care about you. Forget those people who treat you bad and take you for granted. Afterall, life is too short to waste your time being with wrong people.

Be only with the right people and you never know how lovely you can be and how they can inspire you to bring out the best in you...:)

Prayer

Lord, help me to pay YOU back by being a blessing to other people's lives as you continue to bless my life. Help me not to cause pain to other people, help me to deliver solutions, help me to change other people lives to better and help me to make a difference in this lifetime.

Help me to fulfill my dreams as I am encouraging other people to also pursue their dreams. Help me to live within Your grace and be grateful always for Your blessings. Help me to remain humble yet sensible, to gain wisdom and use my gifts to contribute in creating a better world. Help me to always trust in Your power and mercy and lastly to emit love as you shower Your love for me. Amen

Next chapter

Another chapter of my career life has ended and soon I will embark the new beginning of my career life carrying only hope and trust to God's will for me and my willingness to pursue my dreams. I am not expecting alot of things but I only hope for the best. It will be a new challenge, new experience, new people to meet, new place to work with, new tasks to perform yet I am excited. I am nervous yet excited. May God Bless me more and give me the strength, intelligence and patience to carry on with my new responsibilities. :) Good luck Belle! Congratulations Belle! You will soon work with the best and soon enough I'm sure you'll be one of the best!:)

New Endeavor to pursue..:)

I am happy, quite excited yet somewhat nervous to my new endevour. I'm like a newly graduate who doesnt know what's in store for me out there. I am like a child whose wanting to experience something new yet alittle hestitant to go... but afterall, life wont be more pleasurable and exciting if I wont take this risk. And mind you, this is afterall, God's answer to my long time prayer and if God gave it to me, it means I can do it. It means I'm already capable in this kind of challenge. May God Bless me more and give me more courage and strength to carry on my mission in life as well as to fulfill my dreams in life..:)

expired inspiration

Goodbye my almost lover,Goodbye, my hopeless dream...Dont know if I will still be able to see you again in this life time...Nice seeing you around!

Thank you for all the smiles..Remember that "Once in my life you became my inspiration" but now I needed to go to find myself again and finally find the place I really belong!:)

Til then....mwahhh

going UP

There's no other way to go but UP!..

Lift

God will lift you up definitely when you're heading down and all alone...