Can't Fight this feeling any longer

I can't fight this feeling any longer
And yet I'm still afraid to let it flow
What started out as friendship, has grown stronger
I only wish I had the strength to let it show
I tell myself that I can't hold out forever
I said there is no reason for my fear
Cause I feel so secure when we're together
You give my life direction
You make everything so clear
And even as I wander
I'm keeping you in sight
You're a candle in the window
On a cold, dark winters night
And I'm getting closer than I ever thought I might
And I can't fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what I started fighting for
It's time to bring this ship into the shore
And throw away the oars, forever
Cause I can't fight this feeling anymore
I've forgotten what I started fighting for
And if I have to crawl upon the floor
Come crashing through your door
Baby, I can't fight this feeling anymore
My life has been such a whirlwind since I saw you
I've been running round in circles in my mind
And it always seems that I'm following you, girl
Cause you take me to the places that alone I'd never find
And even as I wander I'm keeping you in sight
You're a candle in the window on a cold, dark winters night
And I'm getting closer than I ever thought I might
And I can't fight this feeling anymoreI've forgotten what I started fighting for
It's time to bring this ship into the shoreAnd throw away the oars, forever
Cause I can't fight this feeling anymoreI've forgotten what I started fighting for
And if I have to crawl upon the floor
Come crushing through your door
Baby, I can't fight this feeling anymore.

you...

You light up my world.. you give me a new direction..
you show me how to regain myself
you inspire me, you make everything seems clear...

I'll make sure

I'll do whatever it takes to achieve my dream...

Anyway, why I bother minding what they might say if I know myself that they hardly care about me...

Once I left, I will left for good and I will not go back until I already have what I want in my life..

I know God will help me because He knows my heart and He knows the pains and despair I am feeling right now because of a those pretensions they made...

I promise I will be better!

I promise I will not be affected anymore...

and I promise I will invest my time, money and feelings to the things and people that do worth it

and not to those people that are fleeting and pretentious...

it is you....

I have seen the other part of the world only to found out that what I'm looking for is just in front of me a long time ago...

I hope its not yet too late...

I hope I still have time...:)

realization

when i saw your picture today, i realized that it is you that i want all this time...
tell me it is not yet too late..
tell me that you still waiting for me..
i missed you
and i want to be with you again..
hope God will give me another chance
to right what i've done wrong..
hope i will have you in my life this time...:)