senti feeling

My heart is bleeding...
and my eyes are filled with tears.
I tried not to feel anything
but I am only a human.
My heart is not made of stone nor steel.
It is vulnerable... fragile... and easily bruised.
Why?
Why?
It cuts deeply and it hurts!
I can fool the world that its nothing
but I cannot fool myself when I am alone..
I know there is something
but this something is not something to be something..
I deserve to be treated better
I deserve a good deal...
It is not my fault...yet why does I felt it is mine to blame?

This tears will continue to fall each night
My heart will continue to get hurt
But no one will know it..
I'll do my best to hide it until everything will be alright

For all I know, this too shall pass...
Something better will come...
I'll hold on..
I'll keep my faith..
I still believe in something called "love"
inspite and despite of whatever it made me feel...
for now, just let my tears wash away my pain
the pain thats good for nothing...

...for now...

There are some things that better left unsaid, undone and unanswered. It is better left keep inside. If something's not smooth flowing and can only hurt you, maybe its better to turn your back to it. Dont let yourself get hurt again and again.. There's no use of holding on if there's nothing to hold on. It is such a disappointment! Such a waste of time... Dont wait for someone whose not worthy of your time and attention.