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Sunday, May 24, 2009

my dreaded day

i dreaded the time i will no longer fall in love again...

i dreaded that time when my heart will not be capable to love again...

that time when my heart already closed it doors to everybody...

that time when my heart already gone tired of loving...

i will dread that time when i can no longer feel anything...

i will be numb... cold-hearted...lifeless individual

alive but no reason to live at all...

and i can feel that time is too soon...

its already near... and calling me...

and i will dread that time when its already come...

i will be like a statue... an individual with a life form body without

a heartbeat nor had a reason for breathing...

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what if...

what if you accidentally slipped away the BEST?
and what if there'll no more to come?
what if that was your only chance then?
what if thats already final?
what if you'll never find another one?
what if God is already pissed off to you?
what if ...
what if...
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....................

i feel so sorry to myself...
how could i let the best just slipped away?
am i blind?
am i stupid?
will i ever have another chance?
will ever God have some pity on me again?
what if there's no chance anymore?
will i just bore myself down under?
oh God!
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...
will nobody comes next? :(
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nature and vastness!

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Jesus' hug.. :)
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unsure things

unsure things

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The Proteus in me..

PROTEUS
In Greek mythology, Proteus is an early sea-god, one of several deities whom Homer calls the "Old Man of the Sea"[1], whose name suggests the "first", as protogonos is the "primordial" or the "firstborn". He became the son of Poseidon in the Olympian theogony (Odyssey iv. 432), or of Nereus and Doris, or of Oceanus and a Naiad, and was made the herdsman of Poseidon's seals, the great bull seal at the center of the harem. He can foretell the future, but, in a mytheme familiar from several cultures, will change his shape to avoid having to; he will answer only to someone who is capable of capturing him. From this feature of Proteus comes the adjective protean, with the general meaning of "versatile", "mutable", "capable of assuming many forms": "Protean" has positive connotations of flexibility, versatility and adaptability.