July 2011 issues...:(

I am afraid that I may lose myself in the process and lose my self confidence, self esteem and self trust. I never felt so down like this before and I never want to prolong this kind of feelings. This is not going to work. I might quit sooner. I may be a quitter but I need to save myself from insanity, I need to restore my peace of mind and myself as an individual. Work must not take away everything to you, its just a part of your life that will make you productive and helps you to earn a living. But when it becomes a burden and suck your life, maybe you need to redefine your goals and need to check what really matters most.

This too shall pass

This too shall pass

Circles

A never-ending challenge, you've got rid of it just to face more of it.
You've hope for better things but you have to suffer first.
You've planned well yet Almighty has the final say.
All you've got to do is to just pray that soon things will be better,
sooner than you expect or sooner than you deserve.

This is my life, and I love it!
So, what's your life look like?

May 02, 2011 Monday..1st day

In this chaotic life we have, I always wish to find my space...a real space where in I can be myself, be the best that I can be, free to express myself, explore, initiate, discover and contribute something meaningful so I may say that I live a worthwhile life and make a difference in this world.

I have been to alot of places and meet alot of people, but today, I haven't meet people like you whose more positive, more open minded, more passionate, more result oriented, more encouraging, more ambitious and most of all happier than you people... in here, I hope to find my real space...

I used to think I am different. I used to think that I am not normal or a-real-bored-person or just someone with a very different perspective and cant be understand by other people...but today, after a day spending with you...I honestly feel that I belong...that I can now spread my wings and prepare to fly with you guys..

I really hope that this time I'll spend a long time with you...

I like your vision, I like your totality...I just wish that I can be real suited to you so that I can declare that I finally find my space here on earth...and I finally discover the reason why I did gone through those difficult stages of my life..it is because I was prepared to be with you...

Hope we have a good relationship together...hope this will last for a long time...

Lets just wait and see...

For now, I am thankful to God that He lead me to you and you've seen my potentials...:)

fly

Fly...fly...up.. up.. you go... up, up you go...:)

Rainbow and life..

There's always a rainbow after the rain, should I say every rain...there's always a rainbow, a beautiful one you ever expected..:)

same with life, after every struggles, frustrations and adversity there will always be a rainbow, a hope, a saving grace that God will send you to lift you up after the fall you have experienced. Just believe and pray, pray to your heart content. Trust only God even if everything falls part and everyone has already left you, never stop believing and trust God for He will save you and will answer your prayers with much gusto. All you have to do is to believe that there will be a rainbow...brighter, colorful and spledid more than ever....

Pope John Paul II

Year 1995, World Youth Day was held in Philippines and that was the first time I saw the Pope, who was then, Pope John Paul II, the Pope I grew up with. I saw his face afar while I am waving my face towel as everyone were waving theirs. I am just a third year high school student back then. It was one of the most memorable day in life. 2006, a year after Pope John Paul II died, over a year late when I finally learned that he already called by Our Father. I was suprised! I didn't know that it was happened because of my hectic schedule and busyness of my daily life. I regret it. But now it is 2011 and tomorrow May 01, 2011 Pope John Paul II will be beatified and will be Blessed John Paul II, a way to sainthood. This time I will not let this moment/occasion passed me by again. I was not there nor not aware when the whole world mourned over the Pope when he passed away, so now I make sure I will witness his Beatification, his way for being a saint. I have also a great faith to this Pope because he gives me hope, everytime I see him it is like I can see an angel, a God-sent individual with alot of kindness in his face, his speech and his relation to other people. Indeed, Pope John Paul II is a holy man God sent to spread His everlasting love to all His people all over the world. Blessed John Paul II, help me to pray to God and show me your smile once again.
Tomorrow is the day...
Be merry and God added another Saint in this world...:)