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hahaha.. kala nyo i cant do it ha! sabi ko sa inyo e dont dare me eh. ako pa?! dont underestimate the power of one courageous man (and/or woman. o, baka magka -issue ako ha. girl po ako! kahit baliktarin ang mundo girl ako! trip ko lang po some guy's stuffs, pero girl po ako.ok? am i making myself clear huh? ;p) anyways, sa wakas i'm free again!!! yahoooo!!!! hahahaha.... ibon man may layang lumipad.... hehehe.. joke!!
la lang, i'm just happy! masaya ako! sometimes its worthwhile to take a risk.
there's nothing wrong to think about yourself sometimes. hindi laging ibang tao. i've learned my lessons well. there's nothing wrong to seek comfort and happiness di ba? so why deny yourself of it? ako, basta enjoy na lang! i'm too careful and other-centered dati kaso sometimes hindi pala maganda un kase other people tend to be abusive. malas lang nila kase hindi ako martyr. muka lang akong fragile at anghel (haha..) pero hindi! hindi!!! ako ay isang rebelde! joke! baka bigla akong hulihin ng kapatid ko!!hahaha.. i just know how to fight for my rights, for myself and to get what i really deserve. lokohin nyo other people not me! sabi ko nga, iba takbo ng utak ko. praning ako e. i think alot. so never play trick on me. never make foolish excuses coz i can find my way out sooner than you think! la lang.. bato-bato sa langit, ang tamaan ay wag magalit!!! bwahahaha... sarap tumawa!promise!! hehehe... ;p
lets just celebrate life!!! kung gusto ng ibang tao magpaka-slave then let them, but please dont include me. its not my choice, its yours!! ako, i always have a choice and i go for the one that matters most in life... :)
gusto kong maging masaya e!! kanya kanya naman yang opinion e.
i want a life thats mine!!!!( cant you see, every step i make is to bring myself closer to you? - memoirs of geisha. bwahahaha...)
cguro ngayon i'll get to enjoy my life again. sana! hopefully! kase if not, i'll have to fight for it all over again until i finally have it again. right?
hayy.. i miss myself! sana i can be myself and be as carefree as i can be.. just like before...hehe..
tara! lets laugh together!! bwahahaha...
life is so beautiful!! God is so ...everything! so wise, so good!!! thank you thank you!!!

(03-21-2006 at 06:51 AM)

Farewell to the year that was

some may say 2005 was the best year for them, others would bursts it was the worst. whatever it was its time for us to say goodbye and welcome year 2006 with gladness in our hearts that coupled with the hope that this new year things will be better, we'll be happier and healthier. wishes, hopes prayers are in the hearts and minds of every mankind. only if i have the power to make all things beautiful and great, i wont think twice to make it. but those things are better left in God's hands. So, as for me, 2005 was just another year that come along and leave without a better trace. but i guess .. with all these life's uncertainties, frustrations, twists and turns, all i wanna have right now is a simple but happy life wherein i may able to enjoy all aspects of it and live out one's mission in life... just wanna have a simplier life. maybe i just got tired of all the chasing, the deadlines, the comparisons, the ratrace, the late nights, the tired body and mind, the proud eyebugs, the passing of time, the plans that never got executed, the sleep that never gone completed, the routines that i got used to but makes no sense in life, and those stuffs that looked like so important but later on would turned up just a trash! maybe i'm just tired of these things thats why i'm saying all this stuffs or maybe i really want to have the big change in my life. whatever the reason i may find, all i can say is "i just want a life! a life that i can enjoy the simple but wonderful things in life. what will be the use of my money if i'm going to lose my family, friends, self, God, youthfulness and happiness in life in the process? i just want to balance things out. i want a simple life. i need no complications. just want to be free from all those trash. may God help me to obtain my desire for a better, simplier and happy life." You may call me a quiter or any name you want to but you cannot change what I believe in. Maybe later in life you may able to realize what I'm trying to say. It's just that I realize it earlier in life, earlier coz I begun my soul searching earlier. What is important is invisible to the eye, quite familiar? Anyways, we all have our own beliefs and opinions. Its all up to you what you consider important in life. So, you want to continue the ratrace? go on...just count me out! I'll make 2006 a year for much better life, a life thats worth living and never again waste each moment of it. I wish!!!! Happy New Year, fellas!!!!

(12-30-2005 at 08:34 AM)