Update....

What can I say now? I guess its really worthwhile to take certain risks in life so you may able to experience what's in store for you. What I am doing now is quite very different from what I am doing before. I performing a very different duties, encountering very different people and experiencing different things. I'm outside of my comfort zone yet it feels so right. Maybe it is just what I wanted -- some challenge. Its very challenging to do such things. It teaches me some lessons I wont be able to learn if ever I stayed on my comfort zone. I teaches me to be humble, to serve and to care with other people. It also helps me to be appreciative of the things I have. If before I just take for granted the small things and liberty I have, now I really value those. I realized how lucky am I. I don't intend to boast of my previous achievements but I am so thankful i had and still have the kind of life I enjoy before and I promise to be a good steward of it when I get back. There's alot of things I want to accomplish and this experience I have now had open my eyes to alot of things. It energize me more to achieve my dreams. One step at a time. Slowly... I'll soon have what I wanted. But still if I didn't take this kind of risk I may not be able to realize that there's still more to life. There's so may things that I am missing doing rubbish things and worrying senseless things. I have a broader understanding now and my focus shifts from nonsense to important things. Also, I have realize that there's alot of things a person can achieve if he/she widen his/her horizon. Indeed, God has created me to achieve more greater things. Maybe thats the reason why I had a restless spirit before before I continue to ignore what fate has prepared for me. Now I can say that I do understand why I have to experienced certain things before. For it has a connection to everything. All those things has prepared me to this kind of task. And I know there's still alot of tasks for me to accomplish and all this experiences will have its purpose later in my life. Still, I am thankful for everything because God has more belief in me than I believe myself. I will now value everything, every experences and every person I encounter. May God Bless us all! Good day! :)