For go

I need to let you go now. I dont deserve to be treated this way. I deserve someone better.
I dont deserve you. Please dont let me hate you. Just go now. Leave and dont go back anymore cause I dont deserve someone who doesnt care enough to care. 

Tomorrow

Tomorrow is another day with a new challenge, new fight, new tasks to tackle, new problems to face. Yet, this is another chance to show your flexibility, your resourcefulness, your strenght, courage,sense of direction and ability to finish the underlying tasks. Forget the people who dont like you, remember the people who draw strenghts from you, people who cherish you, needs you, value you and love you. Remember that everything you do will be judge by our God not those people. So if you think no body cares and all your efforts hadbgone astray, remember that God sees it all. He knows all and He will reward you for your faithfulness. Thus, tomorrow will not be that hard because tomorrow and each second of our lives, God is always there for us. We just need to believe and keep going. :)

Goodnight!

Favor

My favor from you is please dont let me go once you have found me. Please stay with me and be patient with me because I need to know that you are for keeps. And I promise, in return I will love you the same way you love me. Just hold in to me. Dont let me go....

Mid-year 2012

It's already June, half of 2012 was done and looking forward for a fulfilling 6 more months to go. Wondering now what are rhe things I've accomplished or did I reached my goals that I've set in the beginning of this year. Its been a tiring yet challenging first 6 months of 2012, now I'm thinking of some changes, hope this changes I'm thinking will bring happiness and success that I'm longing for. I'm looking for a better career, better environment, better opportunity, better people towork with and a right place to grow with. May God bless my plans.

New Year, New Start

Where I was 10 years ago? Where will I be 10 years from now? I wonder... but for now I am thankful that I've surpassed 2011 alive. I'm still in a recovery stage of building my lost hopes and desires but it helps me now to re-think all my plans, ambitions and goals in life. Does this things are necessary still? Does this really matter? Will I benefit from this? Will I achieve happiness having this things and so on...

Happy and Thankful that God gives me another chance to correct my mistakes and to re-arrange and re-organize my life following the path He has prepared to me. I have high hopes that I will not get stray once again. This New Year 2012 I do hope that I will finally have the things I really hope for for a long long time. :) Someone Up there will finally give it to me..:)

Second Quarter 2011

It's not an accident when I've met you, you've made me realized alot of things in life, I may want to hate you but I must rather thank you. I've felt how to die for awhile and thought that hope and dreams already left me nor I've lost my faith in them yet I was revived by my faith in God. I've undergone depression, lose interest of alot of things, lost my confidence yet everything happens for a reason and everything has planned by God. Though it brought me so much pain, it does really made me stronger now and I know that God has saved me from a future misery. Indeed sometimes dreams can be a nigthmare yet you can wake up from that dream and choose to create a wonderful reality. Faith has restored my life and I know that God has alot of plans for me, plans to prosper me and let me live a good life I do deserve. Till then Future...I'll see you with Success!

Chinito Eyes..

I'm kinda curious about you.. Wonder why your face stayed in my mind longer than anybody else... I think I'm interested in you... but will I ever have a chance to meet you or know your name or talk to you or smile to you and you'll smile back to me?
How can I make you also interested in me, btw? haha.. such a challenge...
Will I ever see you again after I leave this place?

This may be a case of love at several sights...haha...
Well, sometimes we passed by some people we're somewhat interested but sadly we dont know how, where and when we're going to meet them again...
As for you, only God knows...:)

New journey to embark

I have done alot of mistakes in the past, a few wrong turns, few wrong directions, others were wrong decisions, some stubbornness. I was misunderstood, neglected, hated, isolated, insulted, intimidated, judged, looked-down, compared. I have gone through alot of things yet I stand still. Sometimes I want to give up. Other times I want to cry, more often I wondered. Several times I asked God why He have let me to suffer...even blame Him of the wrong decision I've made. But now I'm here asking Him to guide me and never leave my side so I can stick to the right path He has prepared for me. Hopefully this time I can get it correctly. Praying that I will not let any stubbornness and stupidity comes my way again and ruin a good life God has prepared for me for a long time...:) I'm holding on to my faith. All good things to come my way soon! Praise and thank God for it..

thinking deep..:)

We should enjoy life while we're still alive.
Imagine your joy when you see a beautiful butterfly flying around you or seeing a rainbow
or witnessing a shooting star.. or seeing a firefly in the dark... or being welcome by your dog..
or eating your favorite chocolate / cotton candy.. or seeing your highschool crush.. or baking your very first chocolate cake... or seeing a baby giggling... or having your first horse ride ...or reaching your first mountain summit..
the joy when you are playing with your playmates every afternoon after classes, the laughter, the friendship and alot more happy memories...

Don't let disappointments and stress let you down... always think happy thoughts, happy memories and things will be alright..

Life should be enjoy and live fully... I will do this from now on...:)

May God help me...:)

Contemplate...

Doesn't matter what other people may say, this is my life and I am the one whose in control.. I decide what I want to do, what I want to happen, where I want to go, who I want to be with, where I want to work or not to work with, to avoid any future regrets. But then again, I always consider and rely on whats God wants for me thru a constant meditation and prayer. May God continue to bless me and my life...Thank you in advance Lord..:)

:p

When things go wrong and everything seems failing, dont lose hope..
just look around and you'll see that there's someone worse than you....haha..
Dont take yourself nor anybody too seriously...:)

Quotes

Always treat her with respect. Whether publicly or in private, your wife should be treated with more respect than anyone. She deserves it, and it is your obligation as a man. By all means, hold doors open for her, carry things, lift things, and help her if you have small children. “For husbands, this means love your wives, just as Christ loved the church. He gave up his life for her… –Ephesians 5:25

You are part of the puzzle of someone else's life. You may never know where you fit but others will fill the holes in their lives with pieces of you. So if you run out of reasons to live, remember that someone else's life may never be complete without you in it. - Author Unknown

Realization

Money can't buy you happiness and peace of mind...:(
I rather have enough of it than to suffer from the nagging demoralizing comments, and lose my confidence.
I rather be simple and enjoy life's simple pleasures
than to live a stressful life.
I rather be average than to forget how to live.

All I need for now is peace of mind...
I know God is with me...

A Sad Fact

Sometimes, not all your dreams are good for you and not all your dreams can give you what you hope for... sometimes it is not happy ever after..( career wise..)

July 2011 issues...:(

I am afraid that I may lose myself in the process and lose my self confidence, self esteem and self trust. I never felt so down like this before and I never want to prolong this kind of feelings. This is not going to work. I might quit sooner. I may be a quitter but I need to save myself from insanity, I need to restore my peace of mind and myself as an individual. Work must not take away everything to you, its just a part of your life that will make you productive and helps you to earn a living. But when it becomes a burden and suck your life, maybe you need to redefine your goals and need to check what really matters most.

This too shall pass

This too shall pass

Circles

A never-ending challenge, you've got rid of it just to face more of it.
You've hope for better things but you have to suffer first.
You've planned well yet Almighty has the final say.
All you've got to do is to just pray that soon things will be better,
sooner than you expect or sooner than you deserve.

This is my life, and I love it!
So, what's your life look like?

May 02, 2011 Monday..1st day

In this chaotic life we have, I always wish to find my space...a real space where in I can be myself, be the best that I can be, free to express myself, explore, initiate, discover and contribute something meaningful so I may say that I live a worthwhile life and make a difference in this world.

I have been to alot of places and meet alot of people, but today, I haven't meet people like you whose more positive, more open minded, more passionate, more result oriented, more encouraging, more ambitious and most of all happier than you people... in here, I hope to find my real space...

I used to think I am different. I used to think that I am not normal or a-real-bored-person or just someone with a very different perspective and cant be understand by other people...but today, after a day spending with you...I honestly feel that I belong...that I can now spread my wings and prepare to fly with you guys..

I really hope that this time I'll spend a long time with you...

I like your vision, I like your totality...I just wish that I can be real suited to you so that I can declare that I finally find my space here on earth...and I finally discover the reason why I did gone through those difficult stages of my life..it is because I was prepared to be with you...

Hope we have a good relationship together...hope this will last for a long time...

Lets just wait and see...

For now, I am thankful to God that He lead me to you and you've seen my potentials...:)

fly

Fly...fly...up.. up.. you go... up, up you go...:)

Rainbow and life..

There's always a rainbow after the rain, should I say every rain...there's always a rainbow, a beautiful one you ever expected..:)

same with life, after every struggles, frustrations and adversity there will always be a rainbow, a hope, a saving grace that God will send you to lift you up after the fall you have experienced. Just believe and pray, pray to your heart content. Trust only God even if everything falls part and everyone has already left you, never stop believing and trust God for He will save you and will answer your prayers with much gusto. All you have to do is to believe that there will be a rainbow...brighter, colorful and spledid more than ever....