May 02, 2011 Monday..1st day

In this chaotic life we have, I always wish to find my space...a real space where in I can be myself, be the best that I can be, free to express myself, explore, initiate, discover and contribute something meaningful so I may say that I live a worthwhile life and make a difference in this world.

I have been to alot of places and meet alot of people, but today, I haven't meet people like you whose more positive, more open minded, more passionate, more result oriented, more encouraging, more ambitious and most of all happier than you people... in here, I hope to find my real space...

I used to think I am different. I used to think that I am not normal or a-real-bored-person or just someone with a very different perspective and cant be understand by other people...but today, after a day spending with you...I honestly feel that I belong...that I can now spread my wings and prepare to fly with you guys..

I really hope that this time I'll spend a long time with you...

I like your vision, I like your totality...I just wish that I can be real suited to you so that I can declare that I finally find my space here on earth...and I finally discover the reason why I did gone through those difficult stages of my life..it is because I was prepared to be with you...

Hope we have a good relationship together...hope this will last for a long time...

Lets just wait and see...

For now, I am thankful to God that He lead me to you and you've seen my potentials...:)

fly

Fly...fly...up.. up.. you go... up, up you go...:)

Rainbow and life..

There's always a rainbow after the rain, should I say every rain...there's always a rainbow, a beautiful one you ever expected..:)

same with life, after every struggles, frustrations and adversity there will always be a rainbow, a hope, a saving grace that God will send you to lift you up after the fall you have experienced. Just believe and pray, pray to your heart content. Trust only God even if everything falls part and everyone has already left you, never stop believing and trust God for He will save you and will answer your prayers with much gusto. All you have to do is to believe that there will be a rainbow...brighter, colorful and spledid more than ever....

Pope John Paul II

Year 1995, World Youth Day was held in Philippines and that was the first time I saw the Pope, who was then, Pope John Paul II, the Pope I grew up with. I saw his face afar while I am waving my face towel as everyone were waving theirs. I am just a third year high school student back then. It was one of the most memorable day in life. 2006, a year after Pope John Paul II died, over a year late when I finally learned that he already called by Our Father. I was suprised! I didn't know that it was happened because of my hectic schedule and busyness of my daily life. I regret it. But now it is 2011 and tomorrow May 01, 2011 Pope John Paul II will be beatified and will be Blessed John Paul II, a way to sainthood. This time I will not let this moment/occasion passed me by again. I was not there nor not aware when the whole world mourned over the Pope when he passed away, so now I make sure I will witness his Beatification, his way for being a saint. I have also a great faith to this Pope because he gives me hope, everytime I see him it is like I can see an angel, a God-sent individual with alot of kindness in his face, his speech and his relation to other people. Indeed, Pope John Paul II is a holy man God sent to spread His everlasting love to all His people all over the world. Blessed John Paul II, help me to pray to God and show me your smile once again.
Tomorrow is the day...
Be merry and God added another Saint in this world...:)

Royal Wedding and etc.

Yesterday, I witnessed via live coverage the Royal Wedding of Prince William and Catherine Middleton. I therefore seen some places in London especially the Westminister Abbey, the Buckingham Palace and their streets and people called Britons. Wondering now when will be the time I am going to set foot on that place and finally see those places I've seen in the television and finally meet, interact and be friends with some people living there. It is a dream for now, but I'll make it a reality in the next few years.... UK... London, just wait for me and I will also explore your land and finally meet you!!!! :)

excited for something

I cant hardly wait to see you now, to touch you for real and to love you freely finally!

reason and willingness

Sufferings becomes bearable when there's willingness and when there's a reason for it, a reason why you're still holding on and keeping up.