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Wednesday, June 6, 2007

just as i thought

i've been looking for you for so long. i never thought that i could ever see you in this lifetime.
i gave up all hope in ever finding someone like you. so i just told myself that if ever time has come that i finally find you i wont ever let you go.. never!
then you came..you had found me. suddenly i feel that finally...just finally after the long search, it is officially over! it is finally over. someone already came. it is you...
you are... that "someone", that "real one", that "true thing", that "kind of thing", that "love", that "perfect one for me", that "too good to be true thing", that "who can completes me", that "everything and whatsoever"....you are and no one else in this world.
i told myself i will take the risk. it is now or never. whatever it takes...i am willing to fight for it!
i guess its time for me to grow up and be mature enough to stand for the love i'm searching for..
that was i thought.
because you are everything that i dreamed of, everything i wanted, everything i long to have exists in my real world but to you i am just one of them. i am just one of the many other person you've met. i am just another girl.
i am starting to build my new world with you, as beautiful as it can be and with lots of hope that this time this thing will last a lifetime..but then its suddenly go wrong...
i suddenly ask myself, could you be falling for me? could i be the one you're looking for?
could it be? could i be the one?
you are that "someone, that "real one", that "true thing", that "kind of thing", that "love", that "perfect one for me", that "too good to be true thing", that "who completes me" that "everything and whatsoever" to me, you are for me or JUST I ONLY THOUGHT! a false alarm that feels so true. i was sadden by the fact. i need to go back to once i was before.
i'll be waiting again, hoping again, praying again for that someone. dont know when to stop neither where to begin again unless you will personally tell me that you feels the same way too.. just as i thought! - belle 06/07/07 12:36 am
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