I have said it once before. I've said I will not let myself to feel such things again. I would rather be alone for a long time til it wont hurt anymore. I've said that I will not let anybody in again. Not again until the right time will come. I've already closed my door but there's something in his eyes that made me wonder, there's something in his voice that calm me down, there's something in his presence that made me feel some kind of gladness. I dont know but the more I tried to fight and denied it the more it become stronger.
I've said that maybe I am just missing someone. Maybe I am just fooling myself and make believe that there's an unsual thing that I feel. I dont want to feel this way. I dont want to but maybe if he will ask me and prove it is true I might change my mind. I might entertain the idea that indeed I am capable of feeling that unusual feelings again. Maybe I can open up my door once again and start to believe in again. I may not know the reason why but my heart tells me so.
But then again, still hesitation and confusion haven't gone out of the picture. Maybe if he ask me, it will finally fade away... - 03/10/08 3:08am
I've said that maybe I am just missing someone. Maybe I am just fooling myself and make believe that there's an unsual thing that I feel. I dont want to feel this way. I dont want to but maybe if he will ask me and prove it is true I might change my mind. I might entertain the idea that indeed I am capable of feeling that unusual feelings again. Maybe I can open up my door once again and start to believe in again. I may not know the reason why but my heart tells me so.
But then again, still hesitation and confusion haven't gone out of the picture. Maybe if he ask me, it will finally fade away... - 03/10/08 3:08am
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